The road less traveled.
Sometimes you feel you are moving slower than if you were following the pack.
The past two weeks, I got knocked out by a nasty case of the flu. With being so physically sick and stuck in bed, I was not able to excercise and my eating habits were not that great. I totally allowed myself to slip into a very dark emotional place. A place that I have not visited since I began my mid-life adventure. I fell into a pretty deep depression.
NOT A GREAT PLACE TO BE.
I was allowing myself to become FEARFUL. I have worked really hard at removing the fear.
Sometimes old habits, they creep back in if you let them.
I really am working hard at SURRENDERING & TRUSTING.
Things happen when they are suppose to happen and not before.
When I left Los Angeles, I decided to change my life and seek out my PASSIONS.
I have been doing that but not fully trusting things would work out. So I started to panic and wasting energy on trying to get another job as a bartender.
WHICH I DO NOT WANT.
I than get pissed because no one is responding and giving me a bartending job.
But the UNIVERSE IS TRYING TO SUPPORT ME BY NOT ALLOWING ME TO GET A JOB I DO NOT WANT.
I NEED TO TRUST.
I NEED TO FOCUS MY ENERGY WHERE MY INTENTION IS. MAKES COMPLETE SENSE.
YOU ATTRACT WHAT YOU FOCUS ON. I AM FOCUSING ON THE FACT THAT I AM A WONDERFUL PHOTOGRAPHER AND WILL BE MAKING MY LIVING CREATIVELY.
Hoping all of you focus your energy on living your best life.
YOU OWE IT YO YOURSELF.......THAT WOULD BE A GREAT EXCERCISE IN SELF-LOVE
LIVING OUR BEST LIVES.
It may not be in MY TIME..........But the
time will be the PERFECT TIME.
in time, it's all going to fall into place.
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