I am an avid reader always in search of ways for me to continue to live freely and joyfully.
Let me tell you the journey is WORTH IT. Although there are moments where I wish I were able to live in the confines of THE BOX.
I JUST CAN'T. NOR DO I WANT TO.
Trust me, I wish I could. Life would be so different if I could.
This year I set a goal of reading at least two books a month.
The book that I am currently reading is called The Energy of Money.
ENERGY OF MONEY.
Money for some comes effortlessly and for others with many obstacles and not very easily.
WHY????????????????
I am one of those where I always manage to just get by with much struggle.
It has never flowed easily.
2014 I am going to find out the reason and CHANGE IT.
I need to get my financial house in order as well as every other area of my life.
I am tired of the STRUGGLE.
It has been a rocky few weeks since the new year has begun.
I have had much anxiety and have been allowing FEAR to occupy my mind.
I have been questioning my decision about being back here in Los Angeles and not sure that I am up to the challenge of what one needs to go through in Los Angeles to just get by.
If I am going to reamain here, I need to change my way of thinking and stop buying into the story that it has to be all about struggle and lack.
I know that I am a SURVIVOR.
I have what it takes to CREATE THE LIFE I WANT TO LIVE. I NEED TO JUST BELIEVE IN MY ABILITIES.
My mom always says we are given in life nothing more than we can handle. I NEED TO TRUST THAT.
I wish each and everyone of you who is out there searching and questioning to CONTINUE.
Know that as difficult and hopeless as it may seem at times. IT IS WORK THE WORK AND EFFORT.
TRUST THAT THE LIGHT WILL ALWAYS LEAD YOU.
So the two books that I have read this month are as follows.
1. What would you do if you could not fail? How to transform Fear into Courage
Nina Lesowitz & Mary Beth Sammons
2. The Energy of Money A spiritual guide to financial and personal fulfiillment.
Maria Nemeth.
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