CHAPTER 1.

CHAPTER 1.

As I  get ready to finish out my  first chapter in my book titled Life in 2016.

So far it has not been a book that grabs you from the get go. I am TRUSTING that all will change.
It has begun with some OBSTACLES that I need to overcome in order for the year to really take off.

There will be many changes taking place and adventures in 2016.

I have decided that I want to wrap up life in Los Angeles. I have spent almost the last 30 years of my life here.

I am ready to see what else life has to offer.

This is a big year for me.

I AM TURNING 50. OUCH. NO REALLY. OUCH.

Actually if I am being completely HONEST.
I am slightly bothered by this number. The reason I am bothered by turning 50 is because according to others and me comparing myself to others I feel like I should be much more accomplished and have more in my life.

That is my own INSECURITIES.

The one thing that I am around turning 50 is GRATEFUL.  I have worked on and off in the AIDS INDUSTRY SINCE practically the BEGINNING of the AIDS EPIDEMIC seeing so many promising men and women who never were afforded the opportunity to reach their FULL POTENTIAL and to LIVE a long HEALTHY LIFE.

So because of all of this,  I have decided that it was time to explore and see what else is out there. I have spent 30 years in a place that I feel has offered so little.

I came here for the DREAM.

IT DID NOT HAPPEN. I had so small successes but does not really sustain a life.

I have decided that I THINK I will be much HAPPIER in a smaller market able to do what I do.

It is also much easier to just work if that is what must be done. It is very DIFFICULT working a SURVIVAL JOB here in Los Angeles when you come here for the DREAM.

It has really messed with my HEAD & LIFE.

So the WHEELS ARE IN MOTION for a mid-APRIL DEPARTURE.

First thing on the AGENDA is a ROADTRIP to Alaska and Hopefully WORK.

Stay tuned.

Time to answer the call. Want to make sure 2016 is a book worth READING.

REACH FOR THE STARS....THE SKY IS THE LIMIT.

THE FREEDOM TOWER. I AM SETTING MYSELF FREE TO SEEK OUT A BETTER LIFE FOR MYSELF. WE ALL DESERVE TO BE FREE.