HIGH ANXIETY

HIGH ANXIETY.

So I have lost count of the days as we are all STILL sheltered in place.

The death toll as well as the number of cases is on the rise.

The numbers as of last night which is seven days from my last post. JUST ONE WEEK.

Cases in the World. 2,310,572 up almost 500,000 Cases.

DEATHS 158,691 up from 100,000 World Wide That is 58,691 people in JUST ONE WEEK

Cases in the United States 739,988 up from 500,000 up almost 240,000 Cases

DEATHS 38,928 up from 20,000 up 18,928 in JUST ONE WEEK.

These numbers are not very promising.  Actually quite scary.

Currently we have not even tested 2% of the population. These numbers are ridiculous.

The SQUATTER in the White House is talking about reopening the country.   We in no way are in a position to REOPEN.

We are dealing with a virus which has shut down the World. Cases are on the RISE.

I can not believe that this SLIMY USED CAR SALESMEN is who is the one in charge at this crucial moment in WORLD HISTORY.

It is an absolute joke and terrifying at the same time...........I keep hoping somewhere ASHTON KUTCHER is going to appear and say AMERICA YOU HAVE BEEN PUNKED.

If only that were the case.

My anxiety level is through the roof.  The crazy thing is I don't even suffer or never have suffered anxiety. 

This COVID-19 IS VERY SERIOUS.

I am less afraid of the virus. My ANXIETY IS BEING CAUSED BY THE IGNORANT AND IDIOTIC PEOPLE that I have to share space with and breathe the same air as.


FRIENDS AND FAMILY INCLUDED.

FUCK FOX NEWS.
PEOPLE NEED TO WAKE UP.

I feel like I am living in an alternate universe.

People have been brainwashed. I cant believe people are denying science. Not taking the advise of the medical professionals.

I have said it before a Hollywood script writer could not write this tragedy that we have been living through the past almost four years.

I am trying to remain hopeful. But it is getting harder and harder by the day when I see the news and I am on social media and see the hateful people that walk on this planet spewing hate.

MY HEART HURTS.

During this time of ISOLATION  & QUARANTINE I am trying to go within and REFLECT.

We need to come out of this on the other side and doing better than we have been doing.

These are growing pains that we are collectively going through. There is no way that we could come through this without growing. GROWTH AND CHANGE is essential for our survival in whatever will be our NEW NORMAL.

I HAD TO EXIT SOCIAL MEDIA AND GIVE MYSELF A BREAK AND TIME TO PROCESS WHAT IS HAPPENING AND TO BEGIN TO HEAL.

SOCIAL MEDIA FOR ME HAS BEEN TOXIC DURING THIS TIME.

I HOPE AND I PRAY FOR US TO BECOME BETTER VERSIONS OF OURSELVES THROUGH THIS TIME.  I PRAY FOR ALL OF US.

I HAVE A TREMENDOUS AMOUT OF GRATITUDE FOR ALL THOSE OUT THERE MAKING THESE TRYING TIMES  A BIT MORE TOLERABLE FOR ALL MAKING A DIFFERENCE.

Thank you.

A few mentions my friends CeCe Tsou, Tess Martin and Peter Russell

You are bright lights in these dark times.

Also want to send some love to Lady Gaga
Thank you for your kind and generous heart.

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