GOING W/THE FLOW

When one goes with the flow life tends to be in constant motion. MOVING.

I on the other hand for the better part of this whole year have been working against myself, and working against what I want.

It finally dawned on me the other day when I went into NYC yet again for and interview for a job I did not want. A SURVIVAL JOB.

I DON'T WANT A SURVIVAL JOB.

This day in particular I was wearing many hats.
I had an audition in the morning and than a few job interviews in the afternoon for bartending jobs.
That evening I got to actually work as a photographer shooting a fashion show.

It was a very long day with the commute but  a very good day.

I was telling myself that I was actually excited about the bartending job.
Who was I kidding?
The interview went very well and they were going to get back to me. They wanted to bring me in to train that week. They did not get back to me so I decided to not spite myself and check in to see what was going on. When I spoke with the manger they gave me the run around.

This was my FEAR creeping in.
FALSE EVIDENCE APPEARING REAL.

After getting the run around, in that moment I realized that it was the Universe coming to my aide and not delivering or allowing me to take a job that I did not want.

I have this past year submitted close to 3000 resume for jobs all over the world that i did not or do not want. I was than getting upset because I was not getting any responses from all of my efforts.

I realize that if the time and energy that I have wasted this year looking for that LIVE INSIDE THE BOX/SURVIVAL JOB was put to better use looking for what I do want, my life would be alot  different and I would be doing what I WANT.

Once I decided to surrender over the past few days and trust and believe in my talent as an artist and a photographer.  GUESS WHAT....THE UNIVERSE IS NOW OPEING UP DOORS AND I AM BOOKING JOBS.

It feels good having my talent recognized and being paid for my gift.

Our job on this earth to FIND & SHARE OUR GIFTS.

If you are unsure of what your gift is. DO YOURSELF A FAVOR TAKE THE TIME TO FIGURE IT OUT.

Once you do, SHARE IT.   SHINE YOUR LIGHT.

Peace and Blessing to all.