COUNTING MY BLESSINGS
THERE ARE MANY.
I really try and practice gratitude everyday. Not just for the big things in life, but for everything.
Sometimes I get sidetracked and caught up in distractions which keep me from reaching my goals.
I am a master of procrastination and self sabotage. I need to work on this more diligentally in the new year.
I NEED TO FOCUS.
I will get myself on a good path and really be making progress towards my goals and before I know it SELF DOUBT AND FEAR WILL START TO SHOW UP and sidetrack me and slow my progress.
I have really worked so hard at removing fear and the self doubt from my life.
Some days are better than others. I still have some work to do.
2012 HAS BEEN A REALLY CHALLENGING YEAR FOR ME.
The first three quarters of the year I was in a battle with myself which drove me away and depleted me of my creative energies.
I got out of rythm with my writing. I have only done half the amount of blog entries as last year. Without being to critical I believe my writitng were more from the heart and authentic last year.
This year they seemed forced and edited.
My drawings which I was also doing daily I got away from as well.
I split my focus and was drivin by fear most of the year.
I wasted hours and hours looking for survival jobs that I had no interest in having. I would than get upset by not getting any of these jobs. I know CRAZY.
The lightbulb went off at the end of September and i finally realized that the only way for me to live the life I want to live is to FOCUS ON WHAT I WANT.
ONLY WHAT I WANT.
I can no longer waste my time and energy on people and things that I do not want.
So what I am thankful for is THE LIGHTBULB FINALLY GOING OFF.
I need to rid myself of self doubt.
I AM A TALENTED PHOTOGRAPHER WHO HAS A GIFT TO SHARE.
BELIEVE
FAITH
HOPE
TRUST.
What are you thankful for in your life?
Remember to be thankful everyday...Every day is a gift and opportunity to start over.
IT IS NEVER TO LATE.
Wishing everyone a happy Thanksgiving. SHINE YOUR LIGHT.
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