IT'S A WRAP

GOODBYE 2012

Well we are just a few days of yet another year gone by. WAY TOO FAST. WOW.

Another year coming to a close and a new year begining.
What does this mean?

For me a new year is a great time to begin again, focus, and to become the person that I want to be by doing the things I want to do.

2012 was a very challenging year for me for a number of reasons.
One of the main reasons was that I wasted valuable time and energies doing things that I did not want to such as looking for work an jobs that I had no interest in having. For a very big part of the year I was spinning my wheels letting fear rear it's ugly head and dictate my actions.

What I realized was that if I just really FOCUSED my energies and set my intentions on what I want to do than that is what would happen.

This year as every year reminds me how fragile and precious life is, and also it goes by really quickly.

It is very important that whatever you do with your life and who you spend it with  you are able to find happiness and joy.

I learned a huge lesson this fall after going through and surviving Hurricane Sandy.

What I learned is that the saying KINDNESS OF STRANGERS IS THE TRUTH.
My heart was so moved by the out pouring of concern and love from around the globe while going through the storm and being displaced. Some of these messages from people I have never met.

It was nice to know that I crossed their thoughts and they found the time to send a message to let me know. It was much appreciated.

Than on the other hand there were the people that I thought for sure I would have heard from expressing their concern. NOT A WORD FROM.

Disappointing. ABSOLUTELY.

What I realized with these people is if you can't cross their minds in the middle of a disaster which was named The Storm of the Century, than these would be the last people that you would be able to call upon if your car was broken down or if you just needed someone to speak with.

I know that we as people are not suppose to take anything personal and to have no expectations because by taking things personal you wind up with many disappointments.

But what going through this storm was like for me was a message that I hold on to people and place alot of value on what they mean in my life.

I need to learn to let go. And it is ok. NOTHING IN LIFE IS FOREVER.

I need to let go so I have room for people to find their way into  my life that want to be a part of my life in all of its forms.

LETTING GO IS IMPORTANT.

So for me the new year is going to be all about FOCUSING AND LETTING GO.

HERE IS TO NEW BEGINNINGS AND ESTABLISHING RELATIONSHIPS THAT ARE RECIPROCAL AND WORTH MY/OUR TIME AND ENERGIES.

Wishing all a very HAPPY NEW YEAR.
MAY 2013 BE A BLESSED YEAR FOR ALL.

Also I wish you all a journey guided by the beauty and power of LIGHT.
SOAR. Why? BECAUSE YOU WERE MEANT TO.

Thank you all for reading my WORDS.

Peace,

Joe

HEAVY HEART

12/14/12 SANDY HOOK ELEMENTARY

SCHOOL SHOOTING.

SO SO SO TRAGIC.

My heart is broken.

I have been so emotionally raw and crying since the news broke.

I was at the gym when the news broke, but really was not paying attention and just went about my workout. It was not until I returned home and logged back onto my computer that I REALIZED what had just went down.

As I was reading and listening to the news I was left with the same overwhelming sadness that I had after learning the news of Columbine. HORRIFYING.

I really try not to watch the news or read the paper because rarely is anything uplifting and positive reported.

The target of this crime was BABIES. WTF.

I just three weeks ago began working as a school photographer, photographing children the same age as these innocent babies that were just taken from this earth.

I am so emotionally drained by having to witness such hatred and metal illness in the world. WHY?
WE ASK WHY????????????????????????????????

How is it that a troubled young boy gets to the point where he not only plans a mass murder and suicide but is able to execute it with NO ONE SEEING WARNING SIGNS. HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE?

WHAT WENT WRONG?

While I was at school photographying these babies, because that is what they are. I witnessed all types of children, well behaved,bold,outgoing,shy,joyful,sad,insecure,confidant. Every child is different.
The one thing all these kids had in common was they are all at the beginning of their journey and were INNOCENT BABIES
So learning that 20 children the same age as these beautiful little kids were just wiped out along with their caregivers who died trying to protect these children and shield them from the evil that was going on is beyond comprehension.

THESE BABIES NEVER EVEN GOT A CHANCE. HOW IS THIS FAIR?

GOD BLESS THE NEWEST ANGELS IN HEAVEN.

Charlotte Bacon,Daniel Barden,Olivia Engel,Josephine Gay,Ana Marquez-Greene,Dylan Hockley,Madeline Hsu,Catherine Hubbard,Chase Kowalski,Jesse Lewis,JamesMattioli,Grace McDonnell,Emilie Parker,Jack Pinto,Noah Pozner,Caroline Previdi,Jessica Rekos,Avielle Richman,Benjamin Wheeler,Allison Wyatt,Rachel Davino,Anna Marie Murphy,Lauren Russeau,Mary Sherlach,Victoria Soto, Dawn Hocksprung and Nancy Lanza















Charlotte Bacon,Daniel Barden,Olivia Engel,Josephine Gay,Ana Marquez-Greene,Dylan Hockley,Madeline Hsu,Catherine Hubbard,Chase Kowalski,Jesse Lewis,JamesMattioli,Grace McDonnell,Emilie Parker,Jack Pinto,Noah Pozner,Caroline Previdi,Jessica Rekos,Avielle Richman,Benjamin Wheeler,Allison Wyatt,Rachel Davino,Anna Marie Murphy,Lauren Russeau,Mary Sherlach,Victoria Soto, Dawn Hocksprung and Nancy Lanza

SETTING OURSELVES FREE

CHANGE IS INEVITABLE.

We can either change with the times or resist change. OUR CHOICE.

I can tell you from alot of experience, resisting change is not only exhausting it leaves one extremely frustrated.

LIFE IS ALL ABOUT CHANGE.

Change of season is one of my favorites. With the change of season you are forced to adapt to climate change. It dictates what you can and cannot do at different times of the year depending on where you live.

Some things are simply impossible.

That is not a bad thing. It is actually a good thing.

Change is wonderful and exciting and absolutely necessary.

Without change and growth life becomes stagnate and my opionion pointless.
Life is about finding our PURPOSE. We can not do that by remaining the same.

Life is about being lived. LIVED FULLY.

That means that we will have bumps,bruises, get beat up by life have heartache, joy, stress and triumph.

It all builds our character.

Some fall into the role of VICTIM. I know, I played that role for many years.
Where did it get me? Where will it get you?  NOWHERE.

 My suggestion to all is to fully EMBRACE Change. Allow yourselves all of the wonders that come with a life lived FREELY without fear.

FEAR IS OUR WORST ENEMY. Stops so many from living.

In life we must follow are heart and be guided by the light.

The new year is almost upon us and a great time to decided to do things differently.

Wishing freedom to all.

BEING THANKFUL

THANKSGIVING 2012

COUNTING MY BLESSINGS

THERE ARE MANY.

I really try and practice gratitude everyday. Not just for the big things in life, but for everything.

Sometimes I get sidetracked and caught up in distractions which keep me from reaching my goals.
I am a master of procrastination and self sabotage. I need to work on this more diligentally in the new year.

I NEED TO FOCUS.

I will get myself on a good path and really be making progress towards my goals and before I know it SELF DOUBT AND FEAR WILL START TO SHOW UP and sidetrack me and slow my progress.

I have really worked so hard at removing fear and the self doubt from my life.

Some days are better than others. I still have some work to do.

2012 HAS BEEN A REALLY CHALLENGING YEAR FOR ME.

The first three quarters of the year I was in a battle with myself which drove me away and depleted me of my creative energies.

I got out of rythm with my writing. I have only done half the amount of blog entries as last year. Without being to critical I believe my writitng were more from the heart and authentic last year.

This year they seemed forced and edited.

My drawings which I was also doing daily I got away from as well.

I split my focus and was drivin by fear most of the year.

I wasted hours and hours looking for survival jobs that I  had no interest in having. I would than get upset by not getting any of these jobs. I know CRAZY.

The lightbulb  went off at the end of September and i finally realized that the only way for me to live the life I want to live is to FOCUS ON WHAT I WANT.

ONLY WHAT I WANT.

I can no longer waste my time and energy on people and things that I do not want.

So what I am thankful for is THE LIGHTBULB FINALLY GOING OFF.

I need to rid myself of self doubt.

I AM A TALENTED PHOTOGRAPHER WHO HAS A GIFT TO SHARE.

BELIEVE
FAITH
HOPE
TRUST.

What are you thankful for in your life?

Remember to be thankful everyday...Every day is a gift and opportunity to start over.
IT IS NEVER TO LATE.

Wishing everyone a happy Thanksgiving.  SHINE YOUR LIGHT.

Peace

BEAUTY AFTER THE STORM

CAPTURING BEAUTY WHENEVER POSSIBLE.

I as a photographer and an adrenaline junky was right out there tracking, monotoring and recording the storm every step of the way.

For those of you who did not know already which storm I am talking about it was

HURRICANE SANDY.

I have been living here at the Jersey Shore for the past fifteen months photographing the ocean and the surrounding beach towns on a daily basis.

The amazing thing about shooting the beach and ocean daily is that evey single day it is different.

So when Sandy set her EYE on the Shore I was going to be out there capturing the beauty. I have said many times before there is beauty in everything if we just look for it.

I did not put myself in any unnecessary danger, but I did want to witness and feel the power and presence of Mother Nature at work.

To me it is fascinating that a storm could begin thousands of miles away and just continue to grow and build up the strength to wreak the havoc that it has along the Jersey Shore and NYC.

I am not here to tell you all what to believe in but the way the Universe works and does what it does is pretty AMAZING.

Right after the storm we as a community were out cleaning the beach and town, when one of the volunteers had asked me if I had noticed the ocean.

I said to him that I was out with my camera numerous times that whole day.

The Ocean this day reminded me of when I was in Thailand or in Africa specifically in Zanzibar.

The hurricane totally changed the colors of the ocean here even if it was just for the day.
IT WAS STUNNING.

Please enjoy some of what I have captured.

I also have an online gallery where the images will be uploaded and available for purchase by weeks end.

15% OF THE PROCEEDS WILL BE DONATED FOR HURRICANE RELIEF EFFORTS
THIS INCLUDES ALL PHOTO SALES FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR.

 PLEASE SHARE WITH FRIEND AND FAMILY.

The Holidays are coming and this is a great way to get a great gift for someone and help someone in need.

THANK YOU FOR YOUR CONTINUED SUPPORT.

The link to my online gallery is http://fineartamerica.com/profiles/joeburnsimages.html.

AFTER THE STORM-IN THE DARK

October 29, 2012

HURRICANE SANDY

The Jersey Shore was bracing for Hurricane Sandy to arrive.
Atlantic City was where the eye of the storm was headed. Which meant all of the Jersey Shore as well as NYC would be hard hit.

We are now 15 days after Huricane Sandy has arrived dealing with the AFTERMATH.

For me personally it was 12 days and counting with no power. Even though my place was spared the street was very hard hit with every house being flooded. My block was one of the hardest hit because we have the ocean in front of us and the lake to the side of us.

FINALLY DAY 13 POWER WAS RESTORED. THANK YOU.

It was inconvient yes. I was over it yes. But I am thankful my place was spared.

I really can not complain because others have lost so much. Some lost everything, including LIFE.
I am finally seeing two plus weeks after the hurricane the aftermath left by the storm.

DEVASTATING.

What has been really crazy about this tragedy is  being the subject of the news and what is going on in the world and being IN THE DARK & DISCONNECTED.......SO STRANGE.

Last week the towns people of Ocean Grove rallied and had a few hundred people out on the boardwalk cleaning up the beach and removing the debris from the the town.

Ocean Grove and Asbury Park were hit and suffered a lot of damage but in comparison to some town along the Shore we did really well......Some towns were competely destroyed.

I still have seen so little coverage from the storm.

People were calling,emailing and texting saying how horrible it was down here and really concerned.

I just was able to get back online and thank people for their concern. It was much appreciated.

I was totally in the dark with no phone for a number of those days as well as no power.

REALLY IN THE DARK.

I had a mandatory evacuation and went to stay with friends in Asbury Park.

We played board games,had drinks and dinner parties by candle light.
IT ACTUALLY WAS QUITE NICE TO BE DISCONNECTED AND GET BACK TO THE BASICS.

Since returning to my place I have been doing a lot of reading and playing solitare by flashlight.
The nights have been very long since  the time change. It is pitch black for 14 hours.  Makes for very long nights.

Thank God the days have not been to bad, where I can spend eight hours outside before bundlin myself up for the long cold nights ahead.

Throughout this experience I realized that as a society we are so spoiled and do not know ho to deal with being incovienced.

For me the whole experience was a great way to clense,purge and get back to the basics of what life used to be.

A local newspaper asked people what they learned from this experience....Many folks said who their friends were.

 SO DID I.  Those of you who took the time to think of me during this most difficult time.
Your calls and messages meant a great deal. THANK YOU.

My heart goes out to all of those who have suffered, who are suffering and those that were lost in this storm.

WE NEED TO REALIZE THAT MOTHER NATURE DOES WHAT SHE NEEDS TO DO IN ORDER TO KEEP THE WORLD IN CHECK.

It is never wise to tempt Mother Nature.

As tragic as this experience has been there has been much beauty as well.

LOOK FOR BEAUTY IT IS EVERYWHERE.

WISHING EVERYONE A SPEEDY RECOVERY FROM THE STORM.

SECOND CHANCES

SECOND CHANCES, NEW BEGININGS.

How fortunate we are to be able to start over again EVERYDAY by just simply waking up.
Everyday we are given the opportunity to make things right, to do things different.

BE KIND, FIND JOY, FEEL LOVE, BE OF SERVICE.

The reason we are all HERE.

What I find to be unbelievable is to be given a do over and remaining the same wheather

SURVIVING CANCER
RETURNING HOME FROM WAR
BEING SPARED FROM A NATURAL DISASTER SUCH AS
FIRE,FLOOD,EARTHQUAKE,HURRICANE,TSUNAMI
ESCAPING BEING HIT BY A CAR
SURVIVING A SUICIDE ATTEMPT
BEING HELD UP AT GUNPOINT
DROWNING OR ANY NUMBER OF WAYS WE ARE GIVEN A SECOND CHANCE DAILY.

And not realizing that we were spared for a reason. I believe that reason is for us to get in touch with our AUTHENTIC SELF. Also to seek out and to live our PASSIONS.

BE OF SERVICE AND SHARE OUR GIFTS.

I believe the lesson that we are suppose to take away from any of these situations is that we need to REFOCUS our attention on our husbands,wives,children,family,partners and friends.

IT IS NOT ABOUT ME, IT IS ABOUT WE.

The tragedy in all of this is to be given a second chance and throwing it away, and not doing the work to become the people we are meant to become.

So many people never get that SECOND CHANCE.
For those of us who are so privileged we need to show GRATITUDE.

OUR LIFE IS A GIFT. WE NEED TO CHERISH THE GIFT WE ARE GIVEN.

WE MUST LOVE OURSELVES. IF WE HAVE SELF LOVE WE ARE ALL GOOD.

BE KIND AND SHARE YOUR LOVE.
TRUST AND ALWAYS LOOK FOR THE LIGHT TO GUIDE YOU.

Peace.

ONE YEAR WITHOUT YOU

WHAT A DIFFERENCE A YEAR MAKES

September 30, 2011 my friend Charlie's world was turned upside down.

It is the day that his wife Gia went into labor as they for the previous nine months anxiously awaited the birth of their third son.

Gia was a dulla and was preparing for a home birth which should have been a very exciting time for them. They were thrilled to be introducing a new son to their ever growing family.

During the delivery something went horribly wrong and their son was lost. Due to the complications and the loss of their son there was a very strong possibility that he would also be losing his wife. Unfortunately for my friend that is exactly what happened. VERY TRAGIC.

As new spread cross country everyone was in shock and total disbelief.

Every ones reaction was "What are you talking about women in 2011 do not die during childbirth."

We were all stunned and heartbroken for Charlie who was now mourning the loss of his son Samson and his wife Gia and left to be the sole caregiver for their twin boys Charlie and Nate who were just babies not even three years old.

Everyone was wondering how is Charlie going to do this.

I have been in pretty regular contact with Charlie over the course of this extremely difficult year.
I was able to go and visit he and the boys shortly after he losing part of his family to try and give his some help in whatever small way possible for a few days.

Than in July I was very happy to host he and the boys here at the beach for a couple of days.

What I have witnessed from my friend is compassion,love and patience all to the highest degree.

I have known Charlie for over ten years and always found him to be an amazing inspirational guy.

The strength he has is AMAZING.

I wish you continued STRENGTH,LIGHT & LOVE as you move forward and create a new normal for Charlie, Nate and yourself.

I know this has been probably the worst year of your life but know that you are and have done an amazing job.

GIA would be so PROUD of the AMAZING job you are doing with the boys.

MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND CONTINUE TO GUIDE YOU MY FRIEND AS YOU AND THE BOYS CONTINUE ON YOUR JOURNEY.

Thank you for teaching me what it means to have courage and strength.

I went out today to the spot that I went to last year when you told me about the tremendous loss you had just suffered. This is what the spot looked like.

I have a a tremendous amount of RESPECT for you my friend.

LOVE YOU MY FRIEND.

GOING W/THE FLOW

When one goes with the flow life tends to be in constant motion. MOVING.

I on the other hand for the better part of this whole year have been working against myself, and working against what I want.

It finally dawned on me the other day when I went into NYC yet again for and interview for a job I did not want. A SURVIVAL JOB.

I DON'T WANT A SURVIVAL JOB.

This day in particular I was wearing many hats.
I had an audition in the morning and than a few job interviews in the afternoon for bartending jobs.
That evening I got to actually work as a photographer shooting a fashion show.

It was a very long day with the commute but  a very good day.

I was telling myself that I was actually excited about the bartending job.
Who was I kidding?
The interview went very well and they were going to get back to me. They wanted to bring me in to train that week. They did not get back to me so I decided to not spite myself and check in to see what was going on. When I spoke with the manger they gave me the run around.

This was my FEAR creeping in.
FALSE EVIDENCE APPEARING REAL.

After getting the run around, in that moment I realized that it was the Universe coming to my aide and not delivering or allowing me to take a job that I did not want.

I have this past year submitted close to 3000 resume for jobs all over the world that i did not or do not want. I was than getting upset because I was not getting any responses from all of my efforts.

I realize that if the time and energy that I have wasted this year looking for that LIVE INSIDE THE BOX/SURVIVAL JOB was put to better use looking for what I do want, my life would be alot  different and I would be doing what I WANT.

Once I decided to surrender over the past few days and trust and believe in my talent as an artist and a photographer.  GUESS WHAT....THE UNIVERSE IS NOW OPEING UP DOORS AND I AM BOOKING JOBS.

It feels good having my talent recognized and being paid for my gift.

Our job on this earth to FIND & SHARE OUR GIFTS.

If you are unsure of what your gift is. DO YOURSELF A FAVOR TAKE THE TIME TO FIGURE IT OUT.

Once you do, SHARE IT.   SHINE YOUR LIGHT.

Peace and Blessing to all.

THE NUMBER 70

The number 70.

If you ask my mom about the number 70 she will say that it is just a number.
It is just a number, and also the age that she so fotunately turns this monday August 13th

She and all of her childhood friends all within the year are turning 70.

She and her friends have also have been battling health issues.

Who has had a stroke, who has c.o.p.d. Between all of them they have  had all sorts of different ailments which unfortunately comes with aging.

Mom herself has broken her hip, had mini strokes and had a battle with breast cancer.
None of which have kept her down for very long.

When she was going through her bout with breast cancer she did not want to worry us kids so she did not tell us until the very last min. I was not very happy with her decision to keep this from us. I said to the her "that it was not right that she had to deal with the stress of being told you have cancer all by yourself"

My mom is a very strong lady.  I watched her go through hell from having a nervous breakdown and bouce back.

I remember some thirty-five years ago when my parents were split up. Mom decided that she was going to have a new home built for us to live in..........Everyday we would go to the build site and watch the progress of the house.   SHE USED THIS AS PART OF HER THERAPY.

When we moved to the house she said that she was unsure how long we would be able to stay there. She said we may be there a few months a year or for many years..

Well mom has had the house now for 35 PLUS YEARS

What I have learned is if you are determined to have and maintain something in your life you will work to make it happen.

Thank you for all of the gifts you have shared and the love and support throughout the years.

WISHING YOU A MAGICAL BIRTHDAY.
You are right 70 is just a number.....WISHING YOU MANY MORE.
WISHING YOU  GOOD HEALTH AND HAPPINESS.

I look forward to seeing you in NYC for your birthday dinner and show. EVITA it is.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY....LOVE YOU

WAITING AND WAITING AND WAITING

PATIENCE. This is an area in my life that I have always struggled with. Why you ask? Like most people we want what we want, when we want it.
 DOES NOT HAPPEN THAT WAY. AT LEAST IN MY EXPERIENCES IN LIFE.
 I moved to Ocean Grove, New Jersey in July of 2011 and have been trying to build a business in a small beach town. Not exactly an easy task. For one solid year I have been PLANTING SEEDS AND TRYING TO SET ROOTS.
What happens when you plant seeds you must WAIT for them to grow.
 My mom always said to me that there is a process when you plant seeds in order to harvest the crop the seeds must be tended to, they need nutrients such as sun and water and TIME.
 This is not something that I do not know. The one thing that I realized planting seeds is they grow at their own pace and in their own TIME.
 THE PERFECT TIME. I KNOW.
 Realizing this has been a constant form of stress and anxiety for me. Beacause I need things to happen in my time. VERY SELFISH AND EGOTISTICAL OF ME I KNOW.

 The stress comes from me not fully trusting that when things are suppose to happen, they will, and not a moment before. The flower is not going to bloom with me standing over it and saying bloom. THINGS HAPPEN WHEN,AND HOW THEY ARE SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN.
 I decided to make an entry on this topic because I have been stressed. This is a reminder to me and to you that all the stress in the world will not make the flowers bloom any faster.
 PATIENCE IS SOMETHING THAT I STILL STRUGGLE WITH BUT KNOW THAT IT IS IN MY BEST INTEREST TO FIGURE IT OUT AND PRACTICE IT. IT WILL MAKE MY LIFE SOO MUCH BETTER. I encourage you to work on what is creating stress in your life.
 BREATHE. FAITH. TRUST
 DON'T WORRY IT WILL ALL WORK OUT.

Who is Joe????????

After 23 years of various roles in the Los Angeles entertainment business, I decided to take life in hand and make a larger dream come true by traveling around the world and focusing on my life-long passion for photography.

My three-year journey took me to New York and Europe, Argentina, Brazil, Haiti, China, Thailand, South Africa, Namibia, Botswana, Zambia, Zimbabwe, Tanzania, Kenya, Dar Es Salaam, and Zanzibar, not only as a tourist but as a volunteer with Habitat for Humanity in Thailand and multiple trips to Haiti for earthquake relief. I brought along concern for people, wildlife and the environment as key lenses for my camera, hoping to tell the stories of Third World lives with a sense of respect for individual resilience and joy of living.

You can glimpse some of the beauty that I feel fortunate to have captured during those travels at my website: JoeBurnsPhotography.com.

In 2011 I settled at the Jersey Shore. I always wanted to live near the ocean but never had the opportunity, so like my journeys abroad, I decided to manifest the opportunity by simply doing it. For the last nine months I have been photographing the sand, water, and sky of Asbury Park, Ocean Grove and nearby towns. I feel as a photographer that getting to record this ever-changing landscape is like an artist getting to paint on a new canvas every day.

The ocean is healing. It is water. It is light. It is mysterious. There really is nothing else like it.

If you allow yourself to see the beauty, it is all around and ever present. I feel blessed to be open and present to enjoying the many radiant gifts life has to offer, and fortunate to be tapping into something that inspires me and brings me joy.

I hope you enjoy seeing the world through my eyes.

“Shine your own light, follow your own path, and don’t worry
about the darkness, for that is when the stars shine brightest.”

My Time

My Time????????????? Not Likely.

The road less traveled.
Sometimes you feel you are moving slower than if you were following the pack.

The past two weeks, I got knocked out by a nasty case of the flu. With being so physically sick and stuck in bed, I was not able to excercise and my eating habits were not that great. I totally allowed myself to slip into a very dark emotional place. A place that I have not visited since I began my mid-life adventure. I fell into a pretty deep depression.

NOT A GREAT PLACE TO BE.

I was allowing myself to become FEARFUL. I have worked really hard at removing the fear.
Sometimes old habits, they creep back in if you let them.

I really am working hard at SURRENDERING & TRUSTING.
Things happen when they are suppose to happen and not before.

When I left Los Angeles, I decided to change my life and seek out my PASSIONS.
I have been doing that but not fully trusting things would work out. So I started to panic and wasting energy on trying to get another job as a bartender.

WHICH I DO NOT WANT.

I than get pissed because no one is responding and giving me a bartending job.

But the UNIVERSE IS TRYING TO SUPPORT ME BY NOT ALLOWING ME TO GET A JOB I DO NOT WANT.
I NEED TO TRUST.

I NEED TO FOCUS MY ENERGY WHERE MY INTENTION IS. MAKES COMPLETE SENSE.

YOU ATTRACT WHAT YOU FOCUS ON. I AM FOCUSING ON THE FACT THAT I AM A WONDERFUL PHOTOGRAPHER AND WILL BE MAKING MY LIVING CREATIVELY.

Hoping all of you focus your energy on living your best life.
YOU OWE IT YO YOURSELF.......THAT WOULD BE A GREAT EXCERCISE IN SELF-LOVE

LIVING OUR BEST LIVES.

It may not be in MY TIME..........But the

time will be the PERFECT TIME.

REMEMBERING

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY.

17 years ago today my grandmother made her transition.
It is crazy it has been so long. I MISS YOU TODAY AND ALWAYS.

This may sound strange, but being with her as she left this earth as difficult as it was, it was also one of the most beautiful things I have yet to experience and be witness to.

I was in Los Angeles working on a movie, and waiting to hear on another, when I received the call that it was time to come back home. The time was drawing near. I hopped on a plane and made my way home just in time before my grandmother was starting to lose consciousness.

I had to pull out of the project that I was working on. The other movie was down to myself and another guy for the lead. It went in his favor. Luckily it went that way otherwise I would have been in Latvia with no way of getting home. THINGS HAVE A WAY OF WORKING OUT.

We had my grandmother released from the hospital and set up hospice at moms.

Gram transitioned around all of her family. We set her up in the dining room where we shared so many wonderful holidays together. We decorated the dining room with all stuff from grams house, like the cross that hung over her bed which I now have in my posession.

The kids drew pictures and we played the beautiful music of Yanni.

Her transition came early in the morning.

Yanni's music is very significant to my family and I.

In the Morning Light & Until the Last Moment.

Very significant....I am listening to them now. I am not sad. I am just remembering.

It is hard to believe it has been 17 years. While on this earth she was my guardian angel and still all these years since she has passed, she still guides me. THANK YOU.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY GRAM........I WILL ALEWAYS LOVE YOU.

JOEY XO

Greatest Love of All....Sometimes it is not enough.

2/11/12

GREATEST LOVE OF ALL. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. I LOOK TO YOU.

What great songs, sung by an amazing talent who was silenced today.

WHITNEY HOUSTON DEAD!!! 48 YEARS OLD. WAY TO YOUNG.
Her story prematurely has ended.

I got chills as the news broke reporting her death. It is a very sad and tragic end to an incredible talent who was HUMAN and plagued by demons.

Maybe the song should have been titled "I Will Always Love Me"
I have said in earlier writings, self-love is the hardest love to achieve, but by far the most valuable love to acquire.

Without the love of self we wander this world in search of other people and things to fill in the emptiness that we have in our lives.

I look at Whitney Houston who was probably one of the greatest singers ever, and definately for my generation. WHAT A GIFT.

Still she like all of us, is human, and was trying to make her way through this life the best way she was able to. Life's journey is not an easy one. The journey is filled with obstacles along the way.

We look at CELEBRITY, such as WHITNEY HOUSTON, who we as common folks admire and look up to. We think how lucky they are to be who they are, and to be where they are in life.

We also say, well if they have issues and problems in their lives, they at least have the financial ability to take care of themselves. Having money and being a celebrity does not mean that you will live a life without struggle. It is usually the opposite. I think celebrity brings more struggle into ones life. You are living your life in the public eye. People tend to forget that we are all human. We all at the end of the day have the same needs.

When the news broke everyone took to the social networks to express their sadness and grief.
I must say that most people were very respectful, that a daughter lost her mother and a mother lost her daughter.

Yes it was public knowledged that Whitney has been plagued with a drug addiction and other issues. I was very happy to see that most people were remembering the amazing talent and gift that was lost. Of course there were and always will be those that are completely ignorant. They try and make themselves feel better by making fun of others misfortune.

I feel very sad for these people.

Anyway while we are moving through life we need to "LEARN TO LOVE OURSELVES, IT IS THE GREATEST LOVE OF ALL"

R.I.P WHITNEY HOUSTON 2/11/12
THANK YOU FOR YOUR GIFT

Repitition

Repitition

1989 North Hollywood California was the first time I was introduced to the term REPITITION.
I was a young actor studying the Meisner Technique @ Playhouse West.

It was called the REPITITION excercise.
I with my acting partner would just say something and repeat it back and forth to each other, until one of us was prompted AUTHENTICALLY to make a change.

Since those days in acting class all those years ago, I have throughout my life continued to play THE REPITITION GAME by continuing to deal with the same issues and problems.

I WANT TO SAVE PEOPLE. This is often at the expense of losing myself.
I tend to be a giver. Unfortunately usually I give to all of the wrong people. I find myself investing in people that are not a good investment. Not that they are not nice people perhaps. But usually there is very little if any return on my investment.

People know that I am a nice guy and a generous guy. Knowing that, I find that I am usually not appreciated and often times completely taken advantage of.

I always find the wounded bird that needs to be nursed back to health, wheather it be emotionally, financially, psychologically and sometimes even physically.

I did this also as a child with animals.

I can not even tell you how many times I have helped friends financially and was screwed over.
This past fall I was having this conversation with a friend and he said flat out that he does not lend money, and that I myself had to make a promise to stop.

I really had to take a look at this issue that was being repeated over and over again.

After much reflection I realized that I was trying to insure these friendships by buying them. I was always concerned about being liked and being the nice guy. Let me tell you being the nice often times leads to alot of heartache and headaches.

Well sadly I must say none of the relationship have survived. REPITITION.

What happens in life is until we LEARN THE LESSON, AND REALLY LEARN IT. IT WILL REPEAT.

The universe is a wonderful teacher,and such a patient teacher, that it will continue to present the same issues in ones life until they GET IT.

My suggestion to all of you out there........BE A GOOD STUDENT.
LEARN QUICKER THAN ME, AND SAVE YOURSELF ALOT OF MONEY AND HEARTACHE.

ONLY HAVE PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE THAT WANT TO BE THERE AUTHENTICALLY. DO NOT FORCE ANYONE TO BE ANYWHERE THEY DO NOT WANT TO BE.

These two images are what I consider a great return on my investment. It is all about Gratitude.

LIFE & LOSS

LIFE & LOSS
2 SIDES OF THE SAME COIN!!!!!!

2012 has begun, and I was hoping to have a year without loss. 2011 was filled and ended with quite alot of loss.

I returned home last night to email messages on facebook, that yet again another friend and the first of 2012 has unexpectedly died.

This is now the 7th friend that I have learned on facebook has died. So bizare.

I woke up this morning really wiped out. I looked out my bedroom window and was able to see that there was going to be a really beautiful sunrise. I contemplated going back to bed because I was exhausted. Instead I put on some clothes and ran down to the beach to watch the day begin.
While there I decided to honor my friends life, by claiming this sunrise as his.

After I greeted the day and said goodbye to my friend, I got back home and crawled into bed. I did not know if I was physically or psychologically tired. I slept until 9am, and than forced myself out of bed.

I needed to start my day.......I did not know what that was going to mean today.

It was a GORGEOUS DAY today....I managed to go for a run, and than walked the boardwalk. I decided to just sit at the beach and just BE. While sitting there I met a girl named Bonnie.
She and I had an hour plus conversation about LIFE & LIVING IT.

Upon returning home, I was emotional and realized that I was struggling. I was conflicted about going into NYC for the services. I normally deal with death well.

I AM NOT AFRAID TO DIE.
I think Larry's death is really affecting me because it is a culmination of all of the loss I have had over the past six months. Everyone was with in ten years of my age.
They were YOUNG.

LESON......LIFE IS TO BE LIVED!!!!!!! NOW!
NOT AT SOME LATER DATE.

Like I said, I am not afraid to die, but this has all brought to mind the realization that I may not be able to do all that I want with my life.

Why??? BECAUSE TIME MOVES QUICK AND IS RUNNING SHORT.

DO NOT PUT OFF LIVING! IF YOU DO, YOU MAY NOT GET THE CHANCE.

R.I.P LARRY
You will be missed.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY 2 ME.

Happy Anniversary.

It has been three years since I decided to take a huge LEAP OF FAITH.
I decided after almost twenty-five years to go in search of my PASSION.

I was not a very happy person for quite some time leading up to my exit from Los Angeles.
1/28/09 was the chosen day. I had no idea how it was all going to turn out, but I knew it was time to make some major changes. I knew I wanted to get out of LA for many years but was stopped by my FEAR of if not LA, than what?

I must say the past three years have been AMAZING. It has been an incredible MID-LIFE ADVENTURE.
I was in the fortunate position as the global economy was in ruins, I essentially have been on a continueous vacation.

I set myself up so I can really take sometime without the financial pressure of having to work right away. I was able to try new things and see what fit.
I did get certified to teach english. I thought that would be a good certificate to get seeing I loved to travel and eventually would need to start making money again. Throughtout these past three years I have really become very passionate about photography and seeking out the beauty the world has to offer. I want to tell peoples stories.

I have always been a closeted artist. On this journey I have come to appreciate myself as a photographer and know that I have a gift that I want to share.

My business card says " SEEING THE WORLD THROUGH MY EYES " No one other than me can do that.

These three years have been me continually THINKING OUTSIDE THE BOX.
For that I will be forever grateful. I have many wonderful creative projects that I am working on and very excited to be able to soon share with the world.

I am now in the position that I need to get that SURVIVAL JOB again.
I am excited and yet at the same time not really looking forward to having to sell my time for money.

Either way it will all work out.......I am a different person than the person I was three years ago. Now I will do what needs to be done so I can continue doing what it is in life that I want to do.

I encourage everyone to give themselves a break from their routine. Whatever that may be and for however long they may need to FOLLOW THEIR PASSION AND TO SOUL SEARCH.

GIVING MYSELF THAT GIFT, HAS BENEFITTED ME IN WAYS, ONE CAN ONLY UNDERSTAND IF THEY HAVE HAD THE LUXURY OF EXPERIENCING THEMSELVES.

TAKE THE LEAP...IT WILL NOT ALL BE SMOOTH SAILING.....THERE WILL BE OBSTACLES......THAT IS ALL A PART OF THE JOURNEY.

THE OBSTACLES ARE WHAT MAKES US STRONGER. WE REALIZE THAT YES WE CAN.

ALWAYS LOOK FOR THE LIGHT TO GUIDE YOU.

ONE LIFE TO LIVE

One Life to Live

One of the things we all have in common.
HOW WILL YOU LIVE YOURS???????

This weeks entry was inspired by the 43 year run of one of my favorite soap operas which I have watched for 32 years.

The show aired it's final episode on friday January 13, 2012

I have been for years a huge soap opera fan. I was introduced to soap operas by my grandmother who watched General Hospital from the very first episode until she passed away in 1995.

May seem silly seeing many people think soap operas are stupid mindless television, that one would learn lessons from the world of soaps.

The lesson that I have learned is that NOTHING LASTS FOREVER.
We do not know when ouR own story will come to a CLOSE.

We are all here because we have a story that we are suppose to tell.
Our stories are very personal and are all different, just like our DNA

So many of us put our stories on hold for many reasons. I believe one of the biggest reasons is FEAR. Fear of exposing ourselves and leaving ourselves open to critisism, or not feeling that our story is worth telling.

What we need to realize is that by sharing our stories, we could inspire others to share theirs.

After my many years of reading self-help books, What I have learned is that our purpose as human beings is to SHARE OUR GIFTS and TO BE OF SERVICE.

We are on this planet together and need to work to preserve what we have, and to repair what has been damaged for future generations.

I wish for all of you who are not telling your story, PLEASE START.
Remember you never know how sharing your story can help another to begin their BEST LIFE.

On the eve of the Martin Luther King Holiday, DO NOT FORGET YOUR DREAM.
YOU OWE IT TO YOURSELF TO LIVE IT, AND TO THE WORLD TO SHARE IT

Removing the Net or WWJD

So here we are almost two weeks into the new year.

By now resolutions that were made have been broken by many.
It is so important to STAY FOCUSED.
KEEP YOUR EYE ON THE GOAL.

It is crazy, I have two friends a married couple from back home, that for lack of a better word I have been coaching. They are life long friends who have been married for many years and throughout their marriage decided not to have children.

They have a nice life. They are free agents and love to travel.

They moved back to the hometown after years of being away. Family illness brought them home.
First it was my friend's mom and than step-dad who both eventually passed away. After that a cancer diagnosis for her sister who thankfully is ok now.

Well fast forward ten plus years and they wound up staying and are now feeling stuck.

THEY WANT OUT.

Over the past couple of years since I have been meeting with them they have wanted to start fresh somewhere.
MAKE A CHANGE.......ANYWHERE. They just are not sure where.

They both think more like me, and would like to live the way I do, but they are surrounded by people living that 9-5 life. You know LIVE WITHIN THE LINES.

So they have become fearful because they are surrounded by those who play SAFE and those who do not play at all.

I told these friends they have NOTHING TO LOSE and EVERYTHING TO GAIN.

They are letting fear creep in and stop them. I told them that fear would keep them STUCK.

Fear is crippling.

FALSE EVIDENCE APPEARING REAL.

There is absolutely no reason these two should not be on an amazing adventure.
They are finacially sound seeing they saved well. They also have a house they can sell.

It is just the two of them.....They need to only be responsible to one another.

During our first meeting, my friend said she was going to make a braclet that said WWJD

I said what does that mean. "What Would Jesus Do" She said, "NO, What Would Joey Do" I laughed.

For the past two years I have been a cheerleader for them.

I can't wait until they finally say Yes to their life by removing the safety net and beginning the JOURNEY OF THEIR NEW LIFE.

I keep telling them like Nike said..........JUST DO IT.

YOUR LIFE IS WAITING FOR YOU.

Go team Shelly and Billy.

GO FOR THE GOLD.

Your ship is ready to take you on your adventure.

A Fresh Start

HNY-2012
Chance to begin again. Chance to do things different.

I as many of us am always excited as one year ends and a new one begins.

A new one filled with PROMISE and HOPE. A year that will be my best year ever.
We go into the new year with such enthusiasm. Saying things like "It is going to be different this year" or "This is going to be my year"

I have been on a three year amazing journey filled with wonderful adventure,travel,creative
re-birth, loss and many lessons.

What I realized is that it is crucial that we our true to ourselves.

That road can often be a long and lonely road with many sacrifices along the way.

We must trust that in the end, whatever the cost is worth it.

The new year for me is always a mix of emotions of yes I am going to take the world this year and at the same time exhausted by thought.

In creeps the self-doubt that I am so familiar with.
That area is one that I still have to work on.

2011 has been filled with excitement and PASSION FOR ME.
I want to remain in that state of NIRVANA that I have tapped into.
I MUST STAY THE COURSE. STAY FOCUSED.

It is easy to get distracted by all of those that live their lives safely in the box of COMFORT and STABILITY.

Sometimes I wish that could be me. IT JUST IS NOT.

I am a boy with a DREAM that I want realized.
So I must take the pledge to honor my DREAMS AND DESIRES.

I Encourage each and everyone of you to do the same.

Ask yourself the question.......What would my life look like if I was living my dream?

If your life does not look like that than you have some work to do to live YOUR BEST LIFE.
You own it to yourself and the world to SHARE YOUR GIFT.

All the best.
Peace