Yes Another Goodbye.....

Yes I am getting ready to say another goodbye.
Although this is a goodbye I get to share with all of you.

GOODBYE 2011

Endings.......Absolutely necessary to have new beginnings.
2011 is quickely drawing to a close. I sit here reflecting on the year soon to be over and setting my goals and my intentions for the new year that lies ahead.

2012....WOW. Time just flies by.

This year was a year of adventure, self discovery, self growth, lessons and alot of LOSS which brought even more lessons.

TAKE NOTHING FOR GRANTED. NOTHING.

The year for me was all about planting seeds and reestablishing a base for myself after being on the road for almost three years. It has also been a year of practicing patience. Not one of my better qualities. I had to really learn to TRUST AND STAY FOCUSED.

My journey has been such a gift and constant excercise in THINKING OUTSIDE THE BOX. Which has given me so much FREEDOM.

My whole life has really been about DISCOVERY OF SELF.
Trust me I have had many detours and taken many wrong turns. I have learned that there are no wrong turns. Wherever we go is where we are suppose to go.....We eventually end up at our destination. It has taken me many years to get to where I am. Actually 45 years. I feel as though i have finally connected to my purpose and who I am and what my gifts are.

I feel very BLESSED.

So as 2011 draws to a close, I am very excited about all of the possibilities a new year will bring. I make a promise to myself to no longer block my BLESSINGS.

I was always a closeted artist. I never wanted to share my gift for the FEAR that I was not good enough. I lacked self confidence and i did not believe in my abilities.

I am now realizing after doing alot of work on me, and becoming comfortable and confident in myself as an artist, and knowing I have a gift to share, others are taking notice. That recognition is giving me the fuel and desire to share my gifts.

My promise is to continue to try and bring beauty into the lives of those I come in contact with.

I wanted to thank all of you who continue to love and support me as I try to make my way through the WORLD.

I WISH EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU A NEW YEAR OF WONDER AND LOVE.

PEACE,

JOE

REMEMBER NEW BEGINNINGS ARE A CHANCE TO DESIGN YOUR LIFE THE WAY YOU WANT TO LIVE IT.

A friend this holiday season called me a FROG.

FULLY RELIANT ON GOD........After some thought I realized she was right. I am a FROG
Don't forget to leave your FOOT PRINTS. We want to know you were here.

Edge of Glory

RISK TAKING IS FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The road less traveled, is really the road less traveled.
It is often times a very lonely journey.
Sometimes I feel as if I am the only one on the road trying to find the answer.

The past three years since I began my mid-life adventure, my life has been so rich with AMAZING ADVENTURES and CREATIVE ENDEAVORS.

I sat in Los Angeles for the better part of twenty-three years and was so malnourished creatively,spiritually and emotionally.

Deciding to take the LEAP OF FAITH into my life was the right thing to do.
I felt as if my soul was dying in Los Angeles.

The past three years I feel like I finally showed up to the PARTY which is my LIFE.
I have been faced with many obstacles and challenges over the past three years. I learned it is all part of the process.

The greatest gift that I have received is I got reconnected with my creative SPIRIT.
I really have learned how to live outside the BOX.

The Box that so many of us keep ourselves stuck in. SET YOURSELF FREE.
THAT IS THE ANSWER.

I am not going to lie the road has been both exhilirating and frustrating, but I would not change it for anything.

January 28, 2009 was the day that I said "This is my life. I want to live it the way I want to live it."

The journey has been filled with travel and creativity that I did not know I had.

I have been WRITING,DRAWING,PAINTING & PHOTOGRAPHING.

Lesson that I have learned is SAY YES TO LIFE. STAR IN IT........OWN IT.

MOVE WITH THE CURRENT....MAKES LIFE MUCH EASIER. TRUST.

CLEAN HOUSE

As this year draws to a close.
I look back through the year to review what has worked and what has not.

It has been a good year, A challenging year. A year with a lot of loss, more than any other year so far on a personal level.......Through all of the loss, the one thing that has become crystal clear to me was how important it is to LIVE LIFE NOW....DO NOT WAIT.

Through all of the loss it confirmed that me living my life with PASSION and CREATIVELY and doing what makes me happy leads to a much more richer life. I do not necessarily mean richer in the monetary sense......Although I trust it will turn out that way.

Through all of my years of self help books and watching OPRAH, I am TRUSTING that following my PASSION the rewards and money will follow.

I realize that through lesson in life, death and everything in between,

LIKE A BOOK, A DAY, A SEASON EVERYTHING HAS A BEGINNING AND AN END.

Endings are not a bad thing.........It is the only way to have a beginning or a NEW BEGINNING.

A lot of times in my life I stick around much longer than I should, especially in relationships
that are not good for me.
I always seem to attract the wounded bird the one who needs to be saved. In the process of me trying to save them I often lose myself and distract myself from the abundance and blessing trying to make their way to me.

My promise to myself in the new year is to SAVE ME........And to realize everyone is on their own journey and will learn the lessons that they need to learn for their lives when they are ready to receive them.

I WILL NOT BLOCK MY BLESSINGS.

I realize that I do not have the power to stop a runaway train.

So this year it is very important for me to CLEAN HOUSE.......I never liked endings. I did not realize until this entry how IMPORTANT they are. IT is the only way to have NEW BEGINNINGS OR SECOND CHANCES.

For this Holiday Season........I wish for everyone to get out of their own way to receive all of the good there is in the world and for them to reach their maximum potential. Also to TRUST they and we all deserve a beautiful LIFE.

PEACE AND BLESSINGS.
MAY WE ALL SOAR TO OUR HIGHEST POTENTIAL.

LESSONS FROM LOSS

As many of you who know me and some of you who do not.
The past few months I have been dealing with saying goodbye and a lot of loss.

WHAT DOES IT ALL MEAN??????????????

3 friends died all way to young to die, and a baby who never even had a chance to begin. WHY?
They say that everything happens for a reason and that there are no mistakes. That is if that is you belief system. I sometimes WONDER.

Throughout all of this loss, working though my grief, I realized upon some reflection that I learned a tremendous amount about LIVING and DYING.

My friend and co-worker Steve who died, fought tirelessly in the early days of the AIDS epidemic. He continued to fight for many years to bring awareness to the cause, all why battling his own fight with diabetis.

From Steve I learned the importance of SERVICE.
It did not matter he had his own struggles. Steve would always lend a hand whether he had the time or not and always happy to do so.

My friend Gia who passed away during childbirth. Both she and her son baby Samson died during the delivery.

From Gia that when you believe in something so passionately and commit to it so wholeheartedly you may lose your life and die for your belief.

Baby Samson who never saw the light of day, but left the gift of love and strength and knowledge that when faced with tough situations that you do not think is possible that you can get though. To know that you can and will persevere.

Most recently my friend Linda who left her family and friends at just 45. She taught me that as sad as her loss is and was, if you are doing what you love and being truthful to yourself and are a good person, it does not matter when you transition.............

You can do it with COURAGE & PEACE

Also what is there to FEAR.

My biggest fear prior to me making major changes in my life was to arrive at the end of my JOURNEY with a life full of REGRETS and a life UN-LIVED.

I WANT TO THANK EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU, FOR GIFTS THAT YOU WERE IN MY LIFE AND THE LESSONS I HAVE LEARNED FROM YOU.

Some of you were in my life for a brief period of time and some not at all. But either way you have giving me things to reflect upon and to learn about this crazy wonderful thing called life.

Again Thank you.
May you all rest in peace knowing that you have all touched so many lives.

GIVING THANKS

THANKSGIVING THE HOLIDAY HAS COME AND GONE.

This Holiday has been different than most. This holiday season I was going home to spend with family, and to see friends.

Unfortunately seeing friends from years gone by was not going to be a happy occasion.

TROY HIGH CLASS OF 1984 suffered the loss of a classmate.
45 years old and stricken with breast cancer. Her struggle came to an end on the eve of Thanksgiving.

I thought at first what a cruel joke. What does my friend who now has to bury his wife and her children who now have to bury their mom have to be thankful for.

Upon some reflection the answer I came up with was that they were blessed with a wonderful mom and my friend a fantastic, loving wife. And also that they no longer had to watch their loved one suffer.

DEATH IS NEVER EASY.

My friend fought to the end and died with dignity for her valiant fight.
SHE IS NOW RESTING IN PEACE.

THE SERVICE AND FUNERAL WAS BOTH DIFFICULT AND BEAUTIFUL AT THE SAME TIME.

To see how this woman touched so many lives and was of service to our children to help the to create a vision for a better future.

That was her GIFT.

I said to a buddy of mine at the funeral that it does not seem possible that we are watching a friend bury his wife. It seem like just yesterday we were setting out to begin our lives and pursue our dreams.

THE BEAUTIFUL THING ABOUT DEATH IT HAS AWAY OF BRINGING PEOPLE TOGETHER.
Some of these friends I have not seen in 25 plus years.

So I am grateful that my friend through her death were able to bring friends back together that could celebrate her life.

Thank you.

WE must remember that LIFE is TERMINAL.

When we realize that we will than LIVE FULLY.

This photo is titled LINDA'S LIGHT for my friend who just transitioned.
My the next part of your journey be amazing...GOD BLESS

FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS AND PASSIONS.

More Goodbyes

Yet another Goodbye.

Speaking to a friend she said to me that we are at the age where goodbyes are going to become more common.  Does not seem possible.

I MEAN WE ARE ONLY 45.

That is young, or so I was led to believe.

As I returned from Upstate New York where I was helping my buddy with his two young sons. The one who lost both his wife and child during childbirth just six weeks ago.

I received an email telling me that yet another friend is losing his wife as well. At this point it is just a matter of time.

These are both childhood friends.
This friends cancer has returned and is now nearing the end of her fight.

TO YOUNG TO DIE....TO YOUNG TO HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE.

So much loss in my friends and my life over the past three months.  This is the third friend who is getting ready to transition. None of them were or are old. All under 50 YEARS OLD.

There is a lesson in all of this loss.......What I get from all this loss is there are
NO GUARANTES.
WE MUST LIVE OUR LIVES FULLY AND NOT WAIT.

LIFE IS SO PRECIOUS........IT IS ABOUT NOW.

I am hoping my friends, their families and myself can find some sort of peace an comfort in the fact that these three friends shared their lives with us, and we are all better people for knowing and having them in our lives.

They are all on a wonderful new adventure.

GOD BLESS THEM ALL.

THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING A PART OF MY LIFE.

UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN.

FATHER'S LOVE

This week I had the opportunity to travel to upstate New York.
The reason for my trip was to go and assist and help my friend in anyway that I could.

Six weeks ago my friend suffered the devastating loss of both his wife and newborn son during childbirth.
My friend is now left to pick up the pieces of his life and to father their young twin boys.

All of his friends including myself were saying to each other how is he going to do this.  We could not even begin to understand.

Well this week I got to be there and witness exactly how he is doing it.
I was witness to COURAGE, LOVE, PATIENCE, STRENGTH. They are just a few of the qualities that I got to see at work as my friend tries to work through his grief.

He is completely devastated by the loss of half his family.
But he gets up everyday and tries to create a new normal for he and his boys.

The three days I spent were a roller coaster of emotions as we talked and cried, took the kids to the park went shopping and just worked at getting through another day.

I am not going to lie or sugar coat things my friend has his worked cut out for him.
But he will get through with the HELP and LOVE of friend and family.

LET US FRIENDS NOT FORGET.
PLEASE CHECK IN ON HIM REGULARLY.

Thank God he has his little boys.......They will keep him present and in the NOW.
They will help him find the strength that he is questioning he has right now.

I am very grateful that I was able to be of service to my friend.

I RESPECT AND AM AMAZED BY HIS STRENGTH AND COURAGE.
I AM HONORED TO CALL HIM A FRIEND.
HE HAS A BEAUTIFUL SOUL AND IS SO COMPASSIONATE AND KIND.

LIGHT AND LOVE AS YOU MOVE ORWARD ON YOUR JOURNEY MY FRIEND.
YOU TRULY ARE AN INSPIRATION.

In my thoughts always. CR and the boys C & N.

This is a reminder that sometimes life is dark but the LIGHT will SHINE again.

REINVENTION OF SELF

REINVENTION OF SELF.

Some days I ask myself WHY???????????????????????????????????????

My life in Los Angeles was very comfortable. I carved a life out for myself that people envied.
I lived there for almost twenty-three years and never had to have a full time job to be comfortable.
There were years that were easier than others.

But for the most part I was able to live there the only way I knew how.

I decided that my soul was yearning for territories untouched and adventures  yet explored.

So I decided to take a LEAP of FAITH.

I have been on an  AMAZING journey.

Full of Travel and Adventure.   I decided to live without FEAR and with PASSION.

I am pursuing a new career path in a new town.

HARD WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  But so worth it even though some days I question my decision for a split second about playing small and safe.  NOT FOR ME.

My mom always says things take time.  That is where my frustration comes in.
I have never been a PATIENT PERSON.

A lesson I am now learning.  Things take time...Sometimes A LOT OF TIME.

I need to stop an BREATHE.   I have tended to my crops. I now have to wait for the HARVEST.
I SURE HOPE IT IS A GOOD ONE.

I know it will be.  THE GIFT that I have given myself is the gift of creativity and FREEDOM.

I AM A PHOTOGRAPHER FOR HIRE LOOKING FOR AMAZING PROJECT AND BEAUTY TO CAPTURE.

I Wish everyone can get out of their own way and listen to the VOICES within.

PAY ATTENTION.......THEY CAN SET YOU FREE.

I read a quote today from Anthony Robbins.

When it looks impossible and you are ready to quit.  VICTORY is NEAR.

ROUGH WATERS

Life is filled with UPS & DOWNS. It is part of what makes things exciting.

LIFE IS A GAME. We get to choose how we play it.

Many times in life we are presented with obstacles to see how we will strategize to get to the next phase or over the next hurdle.

Sometimes in life we just feel defeated by the challenges we are presented with. Sometimes we feel victorious on our abilities to manuveaur ourselves through the rough waters.

My mom always says God gives you no more than you can handle........I like to believe that but sometimes question if that is the truth.

It is these challenges and obstacles that allow us to grow into the people we were meant to be.
We must TRUST & have FAITH, that we are in life exactly where we are suppose to be in order to flourish and realize our gift.  Sometimes that means things or people are taken from us.

This is oftentimes very difficult........We must appreciate the gift that they were and our to us and to honor their memory by living our best lives.

We must SHINE OUR LIGHT and SHARE OUR GIFT.

When the waters get rough we need to TRUST......We need to jump in,  go with the flow and know that we will find our way.

Sometime life's lessons are difficult.

Saying Goodbye

GOODBYES

This week I was faced with saying goodbye, some anticipated and some unexpected.
Either way goodbyes are never easy.

Earlier this week Val's time here had come to an end and he needed to head home to Rio.
It has been really great hosting him and having him revisit my family and stay with me over these past four months.  He, I will see again next year. I look forward to his return.

PEOPLE COME AND GO. That is just the way life is. If we are so lucky we all will cross paths again.

The second set of goodbyes was completely unexpected, and very hard to wrap my mind around and understand. The question that I asked over and over again is
WHY???????????? WHY?????????

After my morning walk yesterday on what was a beautiful fall morning.  When I returned home I sat at my computer and received a phone call from a friend in Los Angeles with some very upsetting news.

She had asked me if I had read our mutual friends face book page.  I said I had not. She than preceded to tell me that our friend Charlie's baby died during childbirth.  I was shocked. That was not all. Shortly after the baby died his wife Gia also died.

I said to her what are you talking about.  I than opened his face book page to have this very sad and tragic news confirmed in 2 status updates.

I was crushed to have read this news. It is SENSELESS. My poor friend is devastated as are his friends and family.

LIFE IS PRECIOUS

We never know when our time is up. This is why it is so important to LIVE IN THE MOMENT. LIVE FOR THE NOW.

Yesterday a beautiful, healthy, vibrant young woman and her unborn, full term and healthy son were taken for reasons we will never know.

One thing that I do know is that Charlie and his sons will be forever guided by the spirits of both
GIA and SAMSON.

Better know now as CHARLIE'S ANGELS

BE KIND, HELP ONE ANOTHER, SHARE YOUR GIFT, SHINE YOUR LIGHT AND LOVE

R.I.P  GIA & BABY SAMSON

LIGHT AND LOVE TO CHARLIE TO FIND THE STRENGTH IN THESE DARK DAYS.

Just say what you mean

This is a situation that I have been dealing with this month.  I do not understand why people just don't
SAY WHAT THEY MEAN. Why play games? I posted this on my face book page to ask anyone to answer the question for me if they felt inclined to do so.

FEAR was the word that came back over and over.

FALSE EVIDENCE APPEARING REAL

It just is so uncalled for playing games with people. WHY?
I have always been intrigued by the human mind, and why people do what they do.  I am still trying to figure it out.

I have struggled my whole life with the issue of having expectations......I know that if one has no expectations one cannot be disappointed. This is a theme that has recurred throughout my whole life.
My mother would always say " Actions speak louder than words"  Which is the TRUTH.

Still naively I listen to what people say and am constantly disappointed and hurt.  One of these days I will get it. I HOPE.

Wishing everyone HONEST Relationships in their lives.

JUST SAY WHAT YOU MEAN. COMMUNICATE.

PEACE

Reflections of 9/11 A dark day in American History.

Ten year Anniversary of 9/11.
 An attack on America and the World. It is hard to believe that ten years have gone by.  I sat here in my home Sunday September 11, 2011 and watched all of the coverage. I sat and listened to every single name being read. I figured that is the least I could do to show my respect. I sat and cried for 5 hours.

It seems like the events of 9/11 just happened when you see the images and the amount of pain that people are still in.  Seeing all of the images and hearing the stories so painful. Nearly 3000 lives lost in a senseless act of violence. It is still hard to wrap my mind around that the World Trade Center is no longer a symbol of strength and freedom standing tall in the NYC skyline.
Ground Zero is the final resting place for so many lives lost. Nearly 1000 families still have no closure seeing their loved ones remains have never been recovered. Death toll rising everyday as we are ten years into fighting a war in retaliation for the events or 9/11.  We are losing young innocent children everyday in foreign lands.  Also the number of first responders that have fallen ill and died. So tragic.

Watching the ceremony as sad as it was. The Memorial is a sign of HOPE.
They have planted the Survivor Tree which survived the attack as well as a storm last year. Seeing life return to the area is a beautiful testament to the strength of human beings and especially New Yorkers.

God Bless America.

Ask yourselves how you can make someones day better.  Help those in need. It is our responsibility.

PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE

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After the Storm

It truly is amazing the wonder of the world. We just experienced Hurricane Irene.
My FIRST Hurricane.
A many of you know, I live in Ocean Grove @ The Jersey Shore. My place is four houses from the ocean. I just returned after a mandatory evacuation luckily to find my home in tact  and the town relatively untouched.
These are a few of the photos that I took walking around town today to checkout the aftermath.

We dodged what possibly could have been catastrophic findings to find that Mother Nature continues to share her beauty.  The photo of the benches reminds me that I must remember to be sure to take the time to appreciate everything that is so freely given to us, that could be taken away in an instant.

Irene was a reminder to me to not forget to show my gratitude at the gifts that show up in my life everyday.

Just to be THANKFUL.

Thinking of all of those suffering.

Peace.

Mother Nature @ Work

This is what feeds my soul.

I feel very blessed to have taken my life into my own hands and follow my passions which are TRAVEL and PHOTOGRAPHY.  I love capturing all of the beauty that Mother Nature so precisely creates.

What is your soul food? If you do not know, or are  afraid to go in search of. DON'T.

It is so worth your investigation.  We are all here to live the life we dream of. Sometimes life take us on a long detour.   That is okay.

Remember to find the joy in the journey. It really is the best part.

I am so grateful for my journey.

Be kind to you and be kind to others.    We are here to contribute.
Find out what your gift is and GIVE.

Peace.

Mother's Day

Today is not actually mother's day, but it is my mother's day. Today she celebrates 69 years of life.
I just wanted to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I know that you are on vacation with the family and I hope you are having a wonderful day.

I do not say it enough but wanted to say thank you, for all of your love and support throughout the years.

Just wanted to say I LOVE YOU

This picture represents for me the ROCK and ANCHOR that you are.

Precious Life

I am sitting here processing the loss of yet another friend/former co-worker, who suddenly last week passed away shortly after celebrating his 50th birthday. I was shocked and saddened to get the news of Steve's passing. 50 IS SO YOUNG.

I am less than five years away from that magical number myself.

Steve was such a kind and loving human being who worked tirelessly to create a better world for the many men, women and children living with HIV and AIDS. We worked together in the early 90's when there was not a lot of hope and people were losing loved ones practically weekly.

The loss of Steve has me reflecting on my life.  I missed so many moments due to fear.
I am trying to live my life now with passion and no regrets. I am human so mistakes have been and will be made along the way.

One of the many memories that I will remember Steve for was his kindness.

Please remember to be kind to people. Remember to include yourself as well.

LIFE IS PRECIOUS-LIFE IS FLEETING

REMEMBER THERE IS NO GUARANTEE OF A TOMORROW.

LIVE YOUR BEST LIFE.


PEACE & HAPPINESS AS YOU MOVE FORWARD.

TAKE CARE STEVE.

YOU WERE A GIFT.

LOVE IS LOVE

With New York's historical decision to allow gay marriage.  I say congratulations on a hard fought battle.
In celebration of the decision I am offering my services to help create beautiful memories on your special day.  Please get in touch for details. Call 323-394-6022

I at Joe Burns Photography will be running specials through all of 2011 and till the end of 2012

Just ask for the FREEDOM SPECIAL/CELEBRATING LOVE.

I am with every booking making a $100 donation to FREEDOM TO MARRY or whatever organization the couple would like.

I am also with every referral that turns into a booking I am  paying a $100 finder's fee.

So while building my business, I am also trying to help stimulate the economy as well as giving back to the community.

Please be on the lookout for my ad, that will be running for a full year in Metro Source Magazine.

Please also ask for specials on all weddings.  I am also available for destination weddings.

Thank you.

Peace.

Remember..................LOVE IS LOVE.

Passion & Gratitude

Yesterday, Oprah after twenty -five years had her final show.
Her show was a love letter to her viewers.
She like Mitch Albom the author of" Tuesday with Morrie" was imparting more words of wisdom to her viewers in the hopes that each and everyone of us realize we are worthy of having an amazing life and need not look to anyone to complete us or give us permission. She expressed that each of us, if we do not shine our light, we are denying ourselves of living our best life.

I have been an Oprah viewer and fan for years. I even had the good pleasure of meeting and working for her on a television movie that she was producing. She is an amazing spirit on this earth.

Her message yesterday was truly a gift. I also think it should have been viewed by everyone.

The life that I decided to start living is directly because of Oprah's influence.  She always said do what you love, live with passion and be of service and God's good will, will be abundant in your life.

I feel as if I am just beginning my life. I am so grateful that I was open to setting myself FREE.

Thank you Oprah Winfrey for helping me free myself of a life I was not happy living.

Wishing you all a life of joy and happiness.

Peace,
Joe

Remember to SHINE YOUR LIGHT.

AMAZING

I just returned from fufilling a long time dream of traveling to Africa and seeing animals in their natural environment. The trip exceeded my wildest expectations.
My travels took me from South Africa,Namibia,Botswana,Zambia,Zimbabwe,Malawi,
Dar es Salaam,Zanzibar,Tanzania and Kenya

Prior to this trip I like most Westerners are only aware of the poverty and place ravaged by HIV and AIDS.
This is not the Africa that I experienced.

The Africa I experienced was one of absolute beauty and rich in ways that I have come to realize our the ways that matter. 
It was so beautiful to see the people of Africa living their lives with such grace and dignity.

I was so moved by the beauty and simplicity of living in Africa. I have decided to return and spend more time there........I am putting feelers out for some jobs and hope if things work out to spend one or two years there.
I live in GRATITUDE everyday for making the choices and living the life that I am passionate about.

I encourage all of you our there to start living the lives that you want to live, rather than living the live you think that you are suppose to live.

Find the courage to live your DREAMS.

Trust that if you do, you will be successful in your efforts.

LIVE YOUR BEST LIFE............SHINE YOUR LIGHT.

PEACE.

On the Road Again.

AFRICA
Living my bucket list NOW.
I decided to live my life seeking out my passions.
For many years I lived in Los Angeles pursuing a life that was depleting my energy source. I was in Los Angeles pursuing an acting career with a very small amout of success. Not enough to sustain a life. I am grateful for what I was able to achieve but knew I wanted more for my life.
It is funny how I went to Los Angeles to pursue a career in the arts and was so unmotivated and uninspired to make it all happen. Since leaving I got back in touch with my creative side with becoming very passionate about photography. I also began to draw again as well as to start writing a book.

I have taken the LEAP OF FAITH that if I removed the fear that I would be supported in my efforts to find my way, or make a way to nourish my soul by doing what mattered to me.

I am yet again trusting, as I embark on more food for my soul that I will be nourished.

Wishing you all a life filled with everything your soul needs to feel alive and supported always.

Peace & Happiness

My Soulfood 4 February

This is what I was able to experience during the month in New Hampshire. I had never been to the ocean in the winter, I must say it was really special to be surrounded by all of this beauty. I felt like I was in my own World for the month. I rented a condo in what is a summer vacation spot. The town was desolate. It was a great way for me to spend a month uninterrupted to focus on writing my book. I am now back in New York with a lot of work still to be done on the book. I did manage to write approxiamately 150 pages.

As a kid I always had a fantasy about going away and secluding myself to write.

I must say it was an amazing experience. Being able to take myself out of my surroundings and to just be with me and my thoughts.  Very healing. It was a wonderful gift.

I hope you all are doing things that make you happy. If not, START.

You will be happy you did.

All the best.

PEACE.

Focus

FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS.

TRYING TO GET MYSELF REFOCUSED AFTER RETURNING TO MY DAY TO DAY LIFE AFTER GIVING MYSELF THE GIFT OF COMPLETE SECLUSION AND SOLITUDE TO WORK ON MY BOOK FOR A MONTH.

It is so easy to get sidetracked in your own surroundings.
To prevent this. SELF DISCIPLINE.
I need to get out of my way.

I was able to write 150 pages of my book. 
60 MORE PAGES is my goal over the next three weeks.

I am realizing how important it is to put a date on everything. That way you can figure out what steps need to be taken now in order to get where I want to be.

FOCUSING FOR THE FUTURE I WANT.

Wishing you all the futures that you want.
JUST FOCUS.
PEACE

Dreams

I am sittting here on my last night in New Hampshire. I was very fotunate to give myself the gift of SOLITUDE for a whole month to write a book.
It has been a wonderful month be in a summer town in winter. The whole town was empty which allowed me to focus at the task at hand without any distractions.

I was very fortunate to experience the beach at winter for the first time which was magical.

I am now sitting here getting ready to watch the Academy Awards which is my favorite day of television.
I love watching the show because it remids me to continue to DREAM.

Wishing you all dreams realized.

KEEP DREAMING.

Love

Happy Valentines Day.

As I was taking my morning walk to day I had a realization about love.

SELF LOVE

The most important love and the hardest to attain.

What a gift that would be if we were all able to love self.

Not the love of a spouse, child, family  or friend is as important as love of SELF.

I am not saying these other loves are not important.  They are VERY IMPORTANT.

It would be great if we were able to experience the unconditional love of self as we get from our pets.

If we were able to experience that,,we would not allow the love or lack of love by all others to define our SELF WORTH.

Just something to think about.

Wishing you all a life filled with love.

LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE
SELFSELFSELFSELFSELFSELFSELFSELFSELF

Reconnection

Today was yet another glorious day, that started with a very brisk walk on the beach.
My life is good!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am loving the journey that I am now on.

Last night I had the opportunity to reconnect with a dear friend that I had the pleasure of working with twenty-three years ago. She and I had three hours of present effortless conversation.
So refreshing to speak with someone who gets it. She does not allow her self to be taken out of the here and now. It is not about her needing to send a text or check her cell phone or her ipad or see who sent her a message on facebook.......It was so nice knowing that when each of us were speaking we were being heard.

Again this afternoon another conversation with a friend that I lost track of over the past seven years.
Just nice to be reconnected.  I am truly greatful.

It really is such a shame how much of todays culture misses out on thinking they are connected.
It is really kind of ironic with all of the technology of today and ways to connect.

We are more DICONNECTED than ever.


I say keep it simple and reconnect with things and people that matter.

You will be glad you did.

Have a wonderful weekend.

P.S  Writing this entry allowed me to procrastinate a little longer. LOL

Gifts

I just returned from from taking a walk on the beach in Hampton Beach, New Hampshire.  It is a glorious day today the sun is shining bright.......Although it is cold around 18 degrees. OUCH.
The beach of course did not have a single soul on it.
For me that was pure perfection. I was able to walk and enjoy the beauty before me.

I am here working on a project.  I am writing a book, which I am hoping to have finished and published by years end.

I decided to rent a condo in this summer beach town, during the winter.  It is a ghost town.
I did that so I would have no distractions.

I just yesterday finished ready 26 years of journals.

Talk about Food for the Soul........Very theraputic.

I must say, I really am so happy, that I am on the journey of self discovery that I am on.

I am very blessed. I wish that for you all as well.

Give your self the GIFT.

Peace.

GRATITUDE

Just returned from Haiti where I had the pleasure to work alongside Lesly Pinard who I met on my frirst trip after the Earthquake. 
I was accompanied by the son of a lifelong friend as well as a hometown friend who is a nurse. I was thrilled to be able to share the experience with them both.
 This trip was a great in the sense that we were able to provide medical treatment, food, clothes and toys to those displaced by the quake.

We visited the mass grave which was VERY INTENSE.
We also got to visit the school that I helped to build in April.  It was so great to see the children at the school continuing their education and healing in progress.

My heart was so full, by the smiles these children so freely give. They are such a joy.

We were also able to experience and see some of the beauty of the island. It really is a beautful island.

I just want to express my gratitude to all of you who opened up your hearts and were able to make donations.

THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU.

Please keep Haiti in your thoughts....They are still in great need.

Peace

Life by Design

I have been on a very long journey....I have been making my way through this world for almost forty-five years. The beauty of my journey, it has been completely on my own terms. The good, the bad and the ugly.
Like Frank Sinatra sang " I did it my way."

That does not mean that the journey has not come with many obstacles and alot of heartache and pain.
I have made good choices and not so good choices.

People say to mean, Wow you have an amazing life. I use to look at these people and say are you crazy.
But after here this statement over and over and over again......I realized that yes I do.

Not that is has not come with sacrafice.  But my life has been and is worth celebration.

So I thank all of you for continually telling me this.

My life is truly a life by design.......My design.

I say Thank you.

My Mantra

BELIEVE
FAITH
HOPE
TRUST

THIS IS HOW I AM TRYING TO LIVE MY LIFE SINCE EMBARKING ON MY JOURNEY.

NO MORE FEAR.

IT DOES NOT SERVE US ONLY STOPS US FROM SHINING OUR LIGHT.
LET YOUR LIGHT SHINE.

WISHING EVERYONE  .............PEACE & JOY

The Beginning

So it was January 28, 2009. That was the day that I was allowing my search to begin. After twenty-three years of living in Los Angeles and just shy of thirteen years of working my job. I decided enough was enough. I was unhappy in both my life and my job for a very long time.

I was in a very destructive, long term relationship with FEAR. That is what kept me in both the job and in Los Angeles.
I decided no more. So I quit my job and made the decision that was long time coming to move out of LosAngeles. I had to remove my safety net and take a LEAP OF FAITH and go in search of the life that I was yearning for. I must say that the last night at my job when I came out from behind the bar for the very last time, I was flying high on all of the love and support that was showered on me, and the excitment for the gift of FREEDOM that I just gave to myself.

I feel extremely blessed and filled with a tremendous amount of gratitude for the journey that I have been on for the past two years as I approach my anniversary date of me setting myself FREE.

This feeling, I wish for everyone.   We all have the power to DESIGN our own life.

Take control, you will be thrilled that you did.

New Year New Beginning.

This year I have decided that I was going to follow through on the suggestions of many friends.
I have been told that for a number of years that I really should be sharing my journey through life with writing a blog.
I was going to start the blog last year and before I knew it, 365 days had passed and I allowed my self to get distracted with other things. One of my biggest issues with starting the blog was having a phobia of computers, seeing I am not A TECHIE.

My life for the past two years has really been about going IN SEARCH OF FOOD FOR THE SOUL and facing fears. I decided if not now when. I am trying to live my best life now.

Thank you all in advance for tuning in.....I appreciate all of the love and support.

All the best.
Peace,
Joe